Illusion

A key is use for open a door. There is alot of kind of key. Everydoor have it’s own key. Do you know there is some key which can open 2 door? That is the door locker lousy or the key code is almost the same.

Why must everydoor have a key? So that I can lock it and open it anytime i want. Why the door must control by the key? Cant it be lock forever? If I lost the key, I still can open the door. I break the locker down. The locker will get damage but the door is open.

Human being are so mean like the door and the key. I dont understand why since the key and the door is already match, but there is still alot problem. Is either the key loss? or The door locker broken. Even you got key you cant open the door. Even the door locker are good, you dont have the key, you cant open.

Oh yeah, I have newer knowledge about chicken sing. I heard that chicken not only sing when the sun rise, it also sing when the water is coming,"" shang chao" or the water is leaving "tui chao" haha. funny right, i heard the chicken sing at 1 am something, and my friend tell me because they sing for the water stuff. oh wah.

I drink Martel and tevas tonight, not bad, i still not get drunk yet, but a little bit hin hin. We drinks a few hour and i duno how many small cup i drink. I am very thanks to my friend for inviting me and treat me those drinks. I have a good time. I reach home safely as usualy haha. I still okay.. not get drunk yet. haha. Now already 4 am. Raining. It is super nice if i get sleep now since i drinks some haha. Thanks again to my friend. No regret for coming.

Oh yeah, today twin my car window, erm…. if police not catch me, it is really very nice looking lar for my own opinion. haha.. not really so dark lah.. still ok .. today was a fully day.. since yesterday morning 11 something wake then go grandhouse cause cousin marry.. then mom drink tea, i give tea, earn angpao.. haha.. after tat go put car window twint.. then after that go night cousin dinner.. after tat go birthday party.. then now is next day morning loh.. haha.. later sure sleep very nicely.. since raining some more.. n drink some alcohol..wah. so nice de.. haha….

Yeah, it is a dream time. I always dream when sleeping. But the dream i going to say is my future. It might happen in my sleeping dream, or luckily happen in my future sleeping dream, or it might happen in my future life.

Lets begin with hum…. my house? ok I currently suppose to be consider living in a big house, with few land beside the house. But it is extreamly old even after i have paint on the wall to cheat the outlook a bit. But it is still an extreamly old lousy house i have. Just begin with the gate, after my car stroke it, it cant be close properly. LOLS. It is ok because in future I would like to have it a Super big gate about at least 8 to 9 feet tall. The fences should be build concreate and no body could able to climb in with the electric shock on the top of it.

After come in, those tiny tree or special reds rambutan ugly tree suppose to be some huges and strong tree which can cover the sunlight and enough for me to sleep on the body of the tree.

Beside that, suppose to have a half court of basketball that enough for me to play around with friends. I worry that should be impossible to think more about swimming pool. Haha. Buy another new house with it then.

Come back with the old house, after open the door, you can see all unmatch furniture, electronic, anything. Everything mix up and so it can suprise everybody as a welcome gift. It suppose to be full set of sofa with some kind of design that match with the wall colour, floor colour, furniture and everything. What kind of design and style, I like to have some creative style with a bit technolgy in behind. But i would like to have many different kind of design in every room. As long as it is not all mix up in one room.

Oh yah, to be save living in the new century, I would like to have underground floor so if any war begin, I might be able to hide it there. If even good, i can walk to some where else by that.

Oh ya. I enjoy playing computer, of cause i would like to have a special computer room even when i am so old, i believe i will still use computer for my daily needs or some entertainment. If i can get used to it, maybe a super cinema view can be use as my monitor, think of it, when old i suppose need to see something big. With the surrounding speaker system, it should be enough to boom and rock it when i feel like to listen song. Oh yah, I would like if I can control everything in my house with my computer such as open gate, door, light, watering plant, making meals, as long as anything i can use to control it. Such a simply click i can do something.

ouhh dint notice that i have dream so much already, Nevermind, I still have a lil bit more time to dream here. I enjoy eating food, so I guess i would have hire some specialist cooker so that i can eat watever i want. Of cos i can enjoy cooking with everything is available in the kitchen.

I also enjoy if my house have some indoor games. I want to design it into a mystery dark and escape game in it. So i can invite some friend and cheat them to go in. If they smart they should be able to come out. Haha. If not, live forever inside Lols.

I guess there is too much things i should dream about my house, humm i need more space for it. Maybe build 4 or 5 storey would enough. Of cos beside it would have build a small tower which have at least 7 or 8 storey tall. So i can view the night with my future wife and son when there is any good celebration.

Aiyah, I still have other dreams rather than house. Now play game first. Talk next time. Have a good dreams guys!!

Before start some story, I want to update the chicken singing time. Last night i sleep at 3 something, nothing special rather than that crazy chicken singing already. I think tonight they will sleep well until morning cause now is raining.

What i going to say about parts of human being. I not so sure either. Saying parts, suppose to be been some of the " things" make up a human being. I guess what can i say is those bad things for a human being. Haha. I dont think anything is good which still need to say. Say more bad so it helps to those bad ppl.

Let me think, so far i dint meet much bad ppl, but then there is some really so cruel and rude, curse them die sufferly especially with the nick also call "bu ma" another is "kai ma" another should be " chicken". Hahaha. That was aa unsolve of god wrongly creation to this earth. Some day the god will realise his or her mistake.

Beside that, suppose everybody born to be good and not bad. Some how, there is too many people enjoy praise people by saying not bad, beside saying that’s good. So we are learning to be more bad. Haha. What i saying, nothing seems interesting. Hummmm…… I should say more about bad things, some human they did not realise what they are doing, worser after they result have seems, but they still dont realise that what they are actually doing. Wat a pity to them.

Oh yah, there is some people never learn to be independant. Since I hope and like to be independant, so i will hope those independant people learn a bit, maybe it help u some day. Some how, if u dont learn, it also not a bad things for u. Cause there is a lot people will help u. NOT BAD yah? haha..

Writting this have 2 objective actually, the first one is cause raining, lazy play game worry dc later, so waste some time writting since have some time dint write. HAHa. Second suppose to be have fun typing and typing.

Hum… I think other better topic to write. I should end this one now. Yeah So good !

Mnnnnnn……..Friendster blog got music!! Hahaha!!!

I wonder who else friendster blog can put music beside me.. hehehe.. cause i cant find any simply way to put music.. keke.. I found a cheeky way to do it.. haha.. hope every one enjoy it.. and anyone got music too? tell me how u do it, but i sure no body will do it in my way.. haha.. so fun.. kekeke..

Last night, I sleep near 4 something.. but dint fall sleep as soon as i drop to bed.. a while.. it is really true i heard those stupid chicken start singing already.. haha..even now also got zzz 330 only

A simple silent night begin fill with the insect singing sound around every corner outside the house. Before lying on the bed, that is nothing new beside playing with the combination of every single master piece chosen by me namely Computer. All of the parts i choose my self and end up with the perfect instable and inaccurate problem solving to this CPU. Somehow, it is still long lasting after 3 to 4 years.

With the messy style room, its start the day to night with the messy life. Somehow, the messy look will get a bit less messy when I feel less messy. Sitting on the chair facing the old 15 inch monitor is nothing special after the day i meet computer since i am primary 3. Everyday facing the monitor without forgetting the lunch and dinner but beside that, I almost fulfill my time continue facing this old monitor. It is nothing big but it can accompany me to the late night until I cant take it anymore.

Before gone to bed, especially come to this time, mid night, if lucky, I will found the biscuit container still have the best biscuit in the world namely "Julie’s Peanut Butter  Biscuit". If not lucky, i will found a empty container in it. The function of this biscuit is just to let my stomach stop singing and have a better sleeping. I was wondering why the creation of this kind of things will name as biscuit but not biscute. It is so cute when I feel hungry.

Before the chicken singing too, usually i will drop to bed already, but then, some of the chicken simply sing at 4 or nearly 5. I wonder why the statement of chicken singing when the sun is rise. This must be cheat or the chicken is specially train to make the neighbor get disturbance for the last few hour to wake up. However, it cant do much for me, I been staying here about ten years.

What can a normal person can do at such time? Beside sleep? The brain is starting to searching and processing the past memory. This memory is not specially design but it contain uncountable things and it will not be easily control as control a computer. These memory might contain virus, or some important files which is unforgettable. How many it has pass, it cant be back and repair the holes. The only things can do is start doing the  proper things so when turning back, there is no holes to drop u down.

I wonder anybody will read this post, in case some one really read this, please simply drop a comment to me. It is so boring when the respond is 0, meaning to say I am writing something really stupid hahaha..

"When It All Falls Apart"

I’m having the day from hell,
It wasn’t all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F’ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can’t turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don’t know where I parked my car
Don’t know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I’m feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F’ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can’t turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is F’ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can’t turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up ’cause things are messed up

I’m standing on a bridge
I’m waiting in the dark
I thought that you’d be here by now
There’s nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I’m listening but there’s no sound

Isn’t anyone trying to find me?
Won’t somebody come take me home
It’s a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won’t you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don’t know who you are
But I, I’m with you I’m with you

I’m looking for a place
Searching for a face
Is anybody here I know
‘Cause nothing’s going right
And everythings a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Isn’t anyone trying to find me?
Won’t somebody come take me home
It’s a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won’t you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don’t know who you are
But I, I’m with you I’m with you

Oh, why is everything so confusing
Maybe I’m just out of my mind
Yeah, yeah, yeah

It’s a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won’t you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don’t know who you are
But I, I’m with you
I’m with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don’t know who you are
But I, I’m with you
I’m with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don’t know who you are
But I, I’m with you
I’m with you
I’m with you

2007.. here u come.. wat a pig year.. This year i wish

healthy always, study well, money come come, everything get better. Hope everypeople being good also.. dint kill dint fight dint war… hahaha… uh.. soon get older again.. so fast huh… let’s begin the year!!